Maybe precisely it’s to believe in something that is intangible and unprovable, it requires courage; a huge amount of courage – which I foresee that I will never be able to do it.
I may seem to be a super outgoing person, smiling and laughing everyday as though i do not have bad days in my life. But fact is, I’m actually quite a pessimistic person, always over-thinking and over-analyzing things that it’s beginning to scare me.
I seem to be having serious issues with trust and faith, that it is scaring me, and may even ruin my life. I think so much that i’m losing sleep at times and scare myself because i’m always analyzing things and coming up with different conclusions.
I know that there’s no one in this world that can help me overcome these other than myself. What should I do now?
I’m really scare.